The Life Of One

2010-07-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

so I'm having a little financial crisis.

I can't go to India simply because I cannot raise the $3600 that Im gonna need

unless by some miracle, God throws a cheque down to me or something.

which is kinda upsetting because I really wanted to go.

But in our current situation, it would be selfish for me to spend that much money. :(

I just wanted to be able to do something.

on a brighter note,

FINNEY WON HOUSE DRAMA FOR LIKE...THE FIRST TIME EVER!!!

all thanks to steve of course :)

he's a frikin genius.

but I have to say, Jack, Mon and my turns were pretty darn good :)

I'm so happy.

do we get a medal or something??

2010-07-11T18:35:00.000-07:00

so Spain won the FIFA World Cup

and I managed to miss it D:

Minnie called me to wake me up at 4.30 (she sounded strangely awake)

and then again at 4.35

i was like 'dude they probably havn't started yet'

so I figured I'd set my alarm to 5 and start watching from there. Couldn't have missed much

the alarm went off...

I turned it off....

and went back to sleep :(

next thing I know, it's 10am

I MISSED IT!!

NOOOOOO

2010-07-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

i am officially, the only person in THE WORLD

who HASNT seen toy story 3

i don't see what the big deal is

its a bunch of toys and their stories

its animated for goodness sakes!!

then again...so is a lot of disney show that i love..hmm

guess im going to have to watch it anyways

gotta see what the fuss is about

2010-07-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

went to Pancake Parlour with some of the girlies today :)

ahhhh...bliss

pancakes.

i could live on pancakes for the rest of my life

God's best creation :)

yumm-o

photoplus after...

2010-06-29T03:39:00.000-07:00

holidays...

ah i love holidays.

somehow they're just never enough time.

with the 2 weeks, i have to fill it with work, study and play time :)

play time being hanging with friends, shopping and movie-ing.

the agenda for this holiday??

shopping with mon-mon and shem + justina

movies at my place (apparently)

shopping at the markets with mummy!

party? i think...hm

and loads and loads of methods studying =/

woohoo

looking forward to it...except the last part

2010-06-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

had a revelation:

its the journey, not the destination

it's not about where you end up. God wants you to grow while you get there

instead of thinking about why does God want you on this path,

think about what God wants you to learn whilst travelling this path

When things get uncomfortable, God likes shaking things up a little bit

just to test your faith.

These turned the light on for me

I've gotta stop worrying and stressing about the end product and wondering why God was doing this to me

Obviously, there is a greater plan behind it.

Just gotta trust him

2010-05-29T23:52:00.001-07:00

i hate studying.

its boring

2010-05-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

wow ok so i totally did not expect that
i would've liked you to tell me face to face
not hear it second hand
ouch
whatever happened to the unspoken code??
ok so i don't really care about it..
actually im not sure how i feel bout it
lemme mull over it a little bit...
or maybe i should think about it after exams
i dont want this to ruin my scores

2010-05-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

study study study study study study

omg omg omg omg omg

exams

methods sac

omg

on a totally unrelated note

found a totally sick and awesome show

its called DOLLHOUSE

go check it out

and also... a new song

the main attraction are the lyrics :)

"ohhh you touched my tra la la....my ding ding dong"

chris's reaction when we sang that to him :) priceless

2010-05-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

my life has been filled with so much work lately

chemistry, psych, methods and english

they're really killing me

on a more positive note, i heart glee

2010-05-05T06:36:00.001-07:00

my life is driving me insane

i feel like im drowning in the amount of stress and pressure that i put on myself

i relax, then i mentally kick myself for wasting time and the next thing i know, ive spent 2 hrs just watching videos instead of studying.

and then i can't sleep that night cuz im thinking 'idiot jo...idiot.' once, i literally got up from bed at 12am just to do a chapter of methods to make myself feel better

my life is rather pathetic.

2010-05-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

had such a good morning

tennis started up today!! i'm so psyched. enriques super nice...so at least i have a nice team mate

cant seem to shut up too...awesome :)

went to kris's after and had a pancake + glee sesh.

then went to church then seras.

its amazing memories never seem to fade.

the scars from 12 year old stay for life.

u can try to push them away but they're not going to go.

any thing can trigger the outpour of emotions and hurt.

2010-04-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

ahhhh
had the worst day at school :(
totally failed my chem test
die
my mums gonna kill me.
also i lost my leather jacket :S
i have no idea where i left it
i think i mightve left it at work but it wasn't there..
maybe someone took it?
also
IM GOING TO INDIA!!
my parents have finally agreed to let me on WCC's India mission trip
IM SUPER PSYCHED!!!
Now I just needa raise the funds..
i need $3600 =S
yikes.

2010-04-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

nothing muchs been happening

hence the whole 'i cbs blogging'

its parent teacher interview on thursday

sleeping over at kris's on wednesday, recovering on thursday.

been studying a lot recently

pretty proud of myself for keeping it up :)

2010-04-16T07:43:00.000-07:00

school started this week :(

so stupid!! i've barely done ANY study this whole week.

im gonna have to buckle down and start my studying.

no more slacking...

and i need exercise.

ive been so lazy lately...probably not healthy. urghhh

exercise...bleeeh

2010-04-13T03:29:00.001-07:00

I AM FREEZING

2010-04-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

it's the last day of school holiday

im so bummed :(

2010-04-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

busy day today

had work from 10-2,

then rushed straight to Shem's 16th.

it was a costume party!

i came as a soldier. Haha had my brother's army shirt and paint on :)

There was a jumping too!

Cut myself pretty badly on it though :(

Then went to mia's house, changed and went to Matt's 16th

jelly shots are yum :)

pretty much just danced the whole night away.

chris lim has some sick ass moves to hotel motel ;)

3 outfit changes...

im so tired now.

didn't get to drink my red bull :(

i need sleep

2010-04-09T05:21:00.000-07:00

Went to the city with Mikey today for the KLD seminar

didn't get enough sleep so kinda fell asleep halfway through one.

Saw Brandon at the train station.

Stupid old granny made fun of Singapore all throughout the train ride.

all 45 mins of it :(

finally finished the editting of my psychology pictures.

picnik is so much fun.

here are a few examples...

2010-04-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

Happy Easter Sunday :)

Went to Warbuton with some LG people

unlike other normal families, us asian families did not celebrate easter with the traditional chocolate eggs, hot cross buns or egg hunts.

Instead we played soccer, had an asian picnic and went to look at a pathetic waterfall....

man it's good to be asian

2010-04-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

Some pictures from Minnie's party

2010-04-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

Today is Easter Saturday! Also happens to be Shem and Auntie Ching Ai's birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

Had a surprise party for Auntie Ching Ai. It was fun! :)

i love surprise parties...i like jumping out and screaming surprise then looking at their shocked faces..

or maybe I just like the screaming part?

I made the cake :)

Im so proud of it! hhahah it doens't look the best, but it tasted good :)

Meet Chris.

My brother from another mother :)

such a wierdo malaysian xD

2010-04-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

Skinny Minnie's Surprise party was on last night :)

there were sparklers, pizza, lots of peach hearts and balloons

I claim credit for all the balloons!

2010-03-30T03:20:00.000-07:00

Went to city shopping with Shemmie and Nazza :)

it was epic!

lotsa fun

spent waaayyyy too much money

had fun shopping, getting lost around the city...

SHOPPING WAS SO GOOD

i bought...a skirt, a jacket, 2 tops...

omg im SO PSYCHED

hahah

carribean market tomorrow :)

MORE SHOPPING!!

2010-03-29T05:41:00.000-07:00

My whole 1st week of holidays is already so busy D:
i needa slow things down...and just relax.
Make some time to study and just chill....
I can already predict late night study sesh...
THTS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN DURING THE HOLIDAYS!
Hmm. Maybe I should spend the whole of the second week holed up at home..doing work?
oh wait I cant do that...i needa hang with Phoebee...and Minnie...
ok so that's 2 days....then I gotta work..
DAMN IT!
i have such bad time management skills...

2010-03-23T02:50:00.000-07:00

went to Psychology excursion in the city today
met a few people at Maccas at 8 in the morning and had brekky there...then took train to city..
it was a day of boring museum visits, aching feet, endless doodle jump and boot camp replays and train rides.
went looking for a snail but couldnt find one.
anyone know where i can get a snail toy??

2010-03-17T04:36:00.001-07:00

who the heck created touch a boob day!??!?

some creepy old dude who wanted to 'cop a feel' probs...

pervert

well some girls had WAY too much fun touching boobs *cough* jominkrishannahchrisLIM*

theres a touch a penis day but i doubt i'll be attending that O.O

I MADE DINNER

im so proud of myself :) and it DIDNT BURN

2010-03-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

badminton rally day today :)
it was so much fun!
haha i've missed badminton soo much! embracing my asian side! woooo!
anyways i partnered jess...and we did try...we tried very hard
but we JUST missed out on the finals
boooo!!
oh wells...and now Ive gotta do catch up homework...
boooooo more.....

2010-03-12T18:49:00.000-08:00

i think i did my neck again...
i cant turn right :(
the last time i did it by flicking my head too hard...please dont laugh at me!
and the worst thing was..I had tennis today :( SEMI FINALS TOOO
crappppp
hahha i served and all I could think was "ow ow ow ow ow my neck!"
well by the end of it, my neck officially felt like it was broken :(
we didn't end up winning.. we were down 2 sets...but down 5 games! pretty impressive for a 2 set lost!
i played well in my singles :) yay!!
have to do so much homework..then church tonight.. :)

2010-03-11T03:28:00.000-08:00

ok so firstly..SWIMMING
FINNEY WON
first time we've won a sporting event since...2004 O.O
wow we must really suck
haha
then house debating today
nearly fell asleep...tyndale won blah blah blah
came home..did work...nothing else to say

2010-03-08T23:35:00.000-08:00

min steals 3D glasses from the recycle bin!~

2010-03-08T23:02:00.000-08:00

Watched Alice in Wonderland today :)

dave, tool, nancy, choongy, justin, min and I went to watch it

i had nachos and cheeese for lunch :)

alice was awesome

it got my attention throughout the whole movie

its kinda twisted...but man...johnny depp is the best

2010-03-08T03:31:00.000-08:00

the parentals scolded my brother and me today
bottom line is: im spending too much time facebook-ing and not enough on my studies..
i dont think they know how much pressure i put on myself already
my head feels like its going to burst!
ahhh
i need ice cream :(

2010-03-07T14:20:00.000-08:00

had a great night at Kristine's last night.

didn't QUITE go the way it was planned..with the rain and all...

it would've been epic. A fire, candles, the works...

I was so psyched to go..then it started raining..

oh well. can't control the weather

we still had tons of fun..camwhoring away like crazy!

2010-03-06T22:21:00.001-08:00

hehe he's cute...
im running high on his cuteness :)

2010-03-04T03:39:00.000-08:00

i still get the feeling of emptiness and desperation
i don't know why.
it comes in waves
i realised today that i'm more of a 'alone' person. not to be mistaken as a loner.
i love being around people...but sometimes its so hard to deal with other people's feelings when I have my own to push down and ignore.
i just wish that people weren't so sensitive. this way i don't have to be specially careful around certain people.
i also wish that some people would learn to shut up. learn that sometimes their opinion is NOT FRIKIN WANTED and what WE want is for you to SHUT THE HELL UP
your voice is annoying. it ticks me off. shut it.

2010-03-02T03:28:00.000-08:00

went to the Melbourne Zoo with the Psych class.

It was actually surprisingly a lot of fun.

my camwhore buddies were there with me the entire time :)

they made things way more fun!

Hannah‘s beautiful! :)

2010-03-02T03:23:00.001-08:00

it's really getting to my head.
the pressure to do well...the need and desire to get that enter...
it's gotten to the point where I start to hyperventilate just thinking of a possible low mark.
i don't know when i turned so..competitive? overachieving?
i don't know what the right word would be
but it's almost as if i don't leave any room for error.
i sometimes wonder..am i reaching too far out from my reach?

2010-02-28T00:33:00.000-08:00

it's been a while..yes i know that
I don't know why I decided to blog today...
maybe it's cause I'm just so sick of the life I'm leading right now? needa get it out?
lately ive just been lying in bed, unable to sleep for hours, just thinking of my past and the future...
ive only just come to terms with something of my past and it terrifies the heck out of me.
how could i have been so stupid??
how old was i then? only 10? what the hell!?!?
those reading this are probably like 'what's she going on about?'
trust me...i've never told anyone and i never will...
i just want it to go away..i just want to forget it...
but i remember just a bit too much...
why do people say talking about things will make it better?
wouldn't that just make everything clearer? what if i just want to forget it?
would talking and bringing it up again really make it better?

anyways and then about the future...
why does it always seem so scary?
i can't imagine at all what it's going to be like.. and that's scary too.
i hate being uncertain, making choices where i don't know for sure what the outcome will be.
i just wish that i could stay where i was right now...but then i think about it again and i go: "what so great about now?"

wow i feel so emo and i really hope nobody reads this but i kinda figured since this is a dead blog..meh?

ive just been questioning everything lately...
pretty much nearly every aspect of my life.
my capabilities, my relationships. are they real? who am i exactly?
sometimes i wish i could change who i was...go back to the past and change who i was so that maybe my present self would be different?
i certainly did some retarded things when i was in like..year 7...
and like..right now
im just so sick of my routine.
3-4 hours of studying a day and one little mistake could screw it up

i keep praying that God will just show me the way.
I cant see it right now...but I hope im going the right way.
Let God be number 1...

2009-12-30T02:04:00.001-08:00

i have been doing NOTHING but working during this holidays.
i need a social life and talking to old and wrinkly customers just don't cut it for me.
on the bright side...im getting paid and im learning to make coffee??
urgh..i cant frikin make coffee...i dont even like the taste of coffee...
but its fun :)

watched sherlock holmes today with irene, her douche/boyfriend, shem and ramzi
yes..i was third wheeling
very awkward
urghhhhh
nevermind...
new years coming up soon..
new years resolution?? i needa lose weight and get into shape man...arghhh
going to watch avatar this saturday...
cant wait

2009-12-26T02:03:00.000-08:00

Merry belated Christmas!
Todays boxing day...went shopping at Chaddy! :)
woke the family up at 7 just so we could get there early and try to beat the crowd.
Didn't work.
The place was PACKED.
Oh well...
bought a pair of jeans, denim shorts and a pair of flats.
i could've bought a whole lot more except my mum was being tight...
oh well.
i saw this abercrombie jacket for $50 and i wanted to get it so much!
except my mum was all like, 'it looks so old!!' so therefore..i didnt get it :(
a lot of things weren't in my size as well!!
anyways, gotta work tomorrow...
might do a little bit of shopping beforehand :)

2009-12-18T04:40:00.000-08:00

djmax is AWESOME
lost me phone at timezone..
i put it down when i was playing daytona and forget to pick it up again :(
oh well..got a replacement sim.

went to christys house
GUITAR HERO
i suck at drums and guitar..
the only thing i can actually do is sing..
and even then i suck at it.
hahhah

been watching prisonbreak
its AWESOME

2009-12-12T06:24:00.000-08:00

im so tired
didnt have enough sleep for the past few days :(
went to auntie jennys hse for dinner.
actually talked to ignatious (or however the heck you spell his name)...
kept refilling on tiramisu after my brother ate them all of my plate and stuffed my face with some sort of white choc shortbread cookie..
i cant resist those :)
watched white chicks and 17 again..
17 again mostly for the parts where zac efron was topless :)
hahahaha

2009-12-11T00:13:00.000-08:00

went to the Kwong Lee Dow Young Scholars intro day today.
It was alright, just basically told us the benefits of the program.
Brought mikey there
i met some new friends :)
Robert (the King), Sarah (the princess) Heidi (the random girl who has an accent) Alana (the tall and loud girl who loves Buffy) Haynes (the really quiet dude) and Adrian (the FOBBY sri lankan)
it was nice meeting new people :)

2009-12-08T22:04:00.001-08:00

im not sure i like it now that he's back

2009-12-08T00:35:00.000-08:00

went out to knox today
it was irene's birthday.
she's finally 18..o.o wow she's old
haha anyways, i went shopping again for a scrapbook and decorations...
man it's amazing how much these crap costs..i think i spent over $30 just for a book, some pieces of paper and some deco...
it so better be worth it.
i forgot to pick up the photos too...oh well. next time

we took a bus to cold rock too.
i shared a macademia+ferrero rocher and a white cookies and cream+cookie dough..
oh man its SOOO goooood...hahahhaha
i was wearing these high heeled boots..and now my feet cain!!!!
anyways..
my bro is coming back tomorrow... :(
its gonna be..wierd.
he hates me..i swear!! :(
this is going to suuucckkk

2009-12-06T15:43:00.000-08:00

holidays...
been alright. Not going out everyday, which is good cause otherwise I would've been SUPER busy.
time-out :)
it's irene's birthday tomorrow, not sure if we're actually going to do anything.
We'll see...
I've got the Kyong Lee Dow thing coming up. Not sure I'm looking forward to it...but theres FREE FOOD
hahahhaha da bao :)
my brother's coming back soon as well...wednesday we go to pick him up.
CHRIS LIM IS LEAVING TONIGHT!! :(
noooo don't gooooooo...gonna miss you kor! bring me back something..wahhahaha

2009-12-04T19:15:00.000-08:00

tennis-ed today
emergency for mixed 5 (crap crap crap)
i actually did alright though..huh..how surprising....
baked :D
weeee its fudgy (nomnomnom)
church later..
the parents are at a wedding..hope they bring back cake! :)

2009-12-03T03:01:00.000-08:00

did absolutely nothing today...
i tried..but got bored
so just sat around..ate and watched jumper :D
hayden christensan is hot...but NOTHING COMPARED TO TAYLOR LAUTNER

2009-12-02T00:50:00.000-08:00

Sexiest phone alive...

i want it so badly

Oh sony ericsson...you've done it again...

2009-12-01T02:12:00.000-08:00

2009-12-01T02:05:00.000-08:00

went to watch 2012 with turtle today :D
went shopping before hand
hehe money in my wallet is never good...
WENT TO KIKKI-K!!
bought a 2010 diary and some stickers!! woot!
then bought an elwood t-shirt...
yikes 50 bucks...
i wasnt planning on buying it...
but i felt bad for the sales assistant! hahahha

2012 was pretty alright...
very fake..
but it had a good plot line...
THE WORLD'S ENDING! ahahhaha
people dying :D
hahhaa
its an alright movie...
wouldn't watch it again though
pretty good movie and pretty good day in the end

2009-11-29T19:54:00.000-08:00

its the holidays now..
there's really nothing much to do
eeek
im so bored
woke up at 9ish...
then went for a walk with my dad and came back round 11
decided not to do maths and am now procrastinating...
i think i will go eat...

2009-11-28T02:14:00.000-08:00

latest exam results

english: 97%
maths: 100% (I BEAT THE MIKEY CHAN!)
methods: 92%
science: 97%
LOTE: 91%

a bit disappointed about LOTE...pretty pysched about the rest...
mum owes me money for the A+s!!

2009-11-28T01:51:00.000-08:00

long time since I blogged...
lots of things have been on my mind lately...
it just seems like...the walls of my world is slowly collasping into me..
my heart feels so heavy all the time...except when im with my friends..
that's when all my problem mysteriouly disappears.
But when there's no distractions, the minute I stop surronding myself with fun and joy, the reality sinks in that my life kind of sucks at the moment...
its hard to breathe cause i feel this heaviness in me.
i cant explain why i feel like this.
everything has just suddenly gone downhill for me
relationships with a close friend has disintegrated into dust,
feelings of being suspected and paranoid is driving me up the wall...
and it doesnt help that someone's coming back in bout...10 days??
i don't need the extra pressure and stress...
im looking forward to him coming back, don't get me wrong, but i just don't want things to be the way it's always been...and i can bet it is...

sometimes i find it hard to breathe or fall asleep..
it just seems everytime i take a time-out, all i see is the mistakes ive made, how disappointed my parents are that Im not a particular someone (some of you would know who i'm talking about), how much im screwing up in pretty much every aspect of my life.
I mean, I'm a good kid...i don't break the law...i get good grades in school...
but
i think about who i am now...and who i was before...
have i changed that much?
is that why the friendship has dissolved?
and then i think...should i go back to who i was before??
maybe that might get me back that friendship..
and then i think..do i really want that friendship back??
and then i think again..who was i before??
i cant remember who i used to be anymore..

who am i now...
am i good or bad?
i find myself making new friends, but are they really friends who have a good influence on me?
i find myself drifting a little from my old friends...so i try to cling on and hold on tight to that part of my old life...its those friends that have stuck with me for years..
i find myself making jokes that are
and then there are my twin, jie and kor/gor...they truly are the best...don't know what i would do without them...they've stuck with me through my transformation and never cease to make me laugh/smile/support me...

sometimes i feel like God is disappointed with me for changing...
that He doesn't love the new me...
if that friend doesn't love the new me...and she is so 'on track' with God...why would He love me?
it's getting hard to convince myself that God still loves me..the new me...

its going to be a very long holiday for me...
who the hell have I become?

2009-11-16T01:25:00.000-08:00

been studying like crazy its so not funny...
i feel like a nerd..MUST STUDY
haha
methods tomorrow o.o
die
its like the only one im afraid of...
once that's over and done with..I'LL BE FREEEEE
i just hope I can remember all that i learnt...which is quite impossible as i still don't quite get the concept of counting methods, logarithms, discrete probability, intergration and circular functions...
which is pretty much the entire unit..ah die
God, need help here...
please send angels to burn the exams....
amen :)

2009-11-13T04:50:00.000-08:00

ew ew ew ew ew
english exam today
didnt manage to totally finish it on time..
HOW DO PEOPLE FINISH SO QUICKLY!?!??!
i completely screwed up the last bit...damnn

first LG...
didnt do much,,
watched Mean Girls :)
ate food...
funfun times

2009-11-09T23:31:00.000-08:00

exams are coming up...
english this friday.
arghh
studying for methods is going to drive me insane...
tip for everyone..
methods suck
dont take it!
i cant study for english..
how does anyone do that???
im too lazy to do any practice essays...
im just gonna wing it!
weeee
gotta go back to my studying..
...
..
...
..
...

2009-11-07T03:37:00.001-08:00

been studying a lot lately..
especially methods
i need the most help on methods
i think i can study for a whole month and still suck at methods..sigh

exams are coming up soon
its kinda scary
so soon...less than a week
but once we're done with those..its holidays...andrew's coming home...then year 11..
omgg year 11..
where did the years go?
how the heck did it fly by so quickly?
last time i checked, i was still in year 7...and now im so close to the finishing line
i dont really wanna go..i dont wanna face the responsibility of being a uni student...
its comfortable where i am....

2009-10-29T23:00:00.001-07:00

you know what i decided?
life kinda sucks
you can try so hard to achieve something, and one simple action can ruin it.
Or you can be having absolutely the best day in the world, and then one comment can crush it.
right now, everythings mucked up...
i cant think straight...and exams are coming up...
i gotta shake this..yikes
(yes i just quoted HSM)

2009-10-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

my minds all muddled up..
i think its a combination of stress...confusion...hurt...
its not really that serious...
but it's enough to get me all messed up...
i've not been doing anything right lately...
the things that once made me happy just don't quite cut it
i've been going for runs to procrastinate doing homework...
and I'm even blogging just to avoid homework.
I don't feel like it anymores...
I always wanted to get A+ and stuff but now...I just cant be stuffed..
which sucks cause I still want to get the grades...just don't want the effort behind it.

Hopefully things will go back to normal soon...
I've been getting so confused lately...
My feelings all wierd...
I'll clear it up after exams
too lazy to think through it all now.
i think I might go back to studying...
i hate astronomy...ahhh

2009-10-22T04:04:00.000-07:00

its my bday today!
my bro and parents completely forgot...
but my friends didnt!
THKS ALL FOR THE CARDS AND ROSE AND CHOCOLATES :)
luved it!

2009-10-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

wednesday:
erm erm...
i had V today :D
and chocolate
but it didn't make me go on as much of a high as I wanted..
boo
i kinda went blank

then walked back with chris and dave...
we talked till like 5.30...
parents got pissed, and now im not allowed to walk home...
grrr

2009-10-11T00:52:00.000-07:00

2009-10-11T00:48:00.000-07:00

Insert asians cheering and applause

2009-10-10T03:11:00.000-07:00

I WANT THEM!

2009-10-10T03:03:00.001-07:00

countdown: 10 days till my bday

2009-10-10T01:55:00.000-07:00

i had GIRLS CAMP! WOOOO

was SO much fun!!!

camwhores came out to play ;)

hahahawe like hung around and just chatted...

and esther kept quoting fired up and going "HE LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA"

in which shem would then SCREAM

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!

omg SHUT UP

hahha we walked down to the beach!it was so beautful

the beach is gorgeous...

went 2 sleep at like...4.30

we were talking and just listening to mia sleeptalking

SO FUNNY

hahhahaha

anyways..

PICTURES!!

it took us ages to take this photo...

Marcy is a fail jumper :)

On the way there...

Failed human pyramid

2009-10-02T07:11:00.000-07:00

Friday:
officially last weekday of the holidays
eek mum's coming home tomorrow..
whoppee...she's bringing back what I ordered :)
hahhaha

went to knox with mins, chris, ben and choongy.
We went shopping!!
Li and Chris disappeared halfway through so we went without them.
Went timezome..daytona-ed and time crisis-ed
OWNED CHOONGY!!
SUCK IT
oo we got trampoline...peanut butter, dark choc sorbet and tiramisu...YUMM
went on high
went to try on Lee LICKS jeans..
DAMN IT I WANT THEM SOO MUCH!!

Li and Chris got us each Little Miss and Mr Men books!
Hahaha i got Little Miss Whoops....LOL
Chris - Mr Funny
Mini - Little Miss Neat
Li - Little Miss Giggles
Benny - Mr Happy
Choongy - Mr Cool
LOL!!!

Anyways...
MY BDAYS IN 19 DAYS!!
WOOOOOO
saving up for those jeans...
the end

2009-09-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

tuesday
i hate dentists...
they are the worst people ever
and orthodontists lie to u..
they suck

went to knox to shop for chris....
eh..
lazy to blog...

2009-09-28T01:39:00.000-07:00

Monday:
fun day today :)
went to timezone with ramzi and choongy..
ANNIE DITCHED ME!!!
anyways...
we daytona-ed like crazy....
choongy cheats....he sabotages u...boooo
and then we completed time crisis :)
go check the high scores...
we're number 11!!
hahahhaha
weeeee
i owe ramzi $14....

OH i bought the dresss!!!
yay celebrate
Mini min gave me a free storm :)
hehhehe
thks min!!

im sick
it sucks
i have a cold :(
boooooo
i need more sleep...
or maybe..i shouldn't have been in the rain on friday..
oh well
hahha it was worth it?
:)
the end

2009-09-27T16:49:00.000-07:00

erm not much happened during the weekend.
work?? and...i think that's it.
went to aunty eleanor's hse on sat.
Mins were there...
we were watching this really creepy guy/fish show...
mermans!!
woooooo
hahha then we played cooking mama..got bored of it really quickly so played tennis...
then played marioparty..
thenn....
KARAOKE!!
hahahahahha
it dont matter if your black or white :)
hahahhaha
sunday..work..then..nothing
what a waste of a day
i woke up sick today...
sore throat..
i think its a cold..from friday...grrrrr

2009-09-23T17:32:00.000-07:00

Wednesday:
Hmm stayed home today...
too broke to go out :(
did some homework...finished my bible :D
yay
now english and science to go. ewww
and then gotta revise methods too...eww-er
Went out to lunch with clms family
then came home..did nothing...
then went to clms hse for dinner..
HE HIT ME...cuz i said something a little too loudly...
it hurt hahahahha

well thts all i did wednesday..
boring
oo min came back...yay welcome back minnie

2009-09-22T02:00:00.000-07:00

tuesday:
woke up at 7.30..
crap meeting at 8...
went to the melbourne show today with shem and someone-who-does-not-want-to-be-named (coughRAMZIcough) :)
it was fun!!
we went on the hangover ride and the dude was joking bout how the harness sometimes came out...
NOT FUNNY
Shem and I were freaking out. Once when we were upside down, i heard a click and i was like.. 'OH CRAP it came out!!'
but im stil alive and well :)
everything there was so freaking expensive...
we bought showbags. i only brought like...60 so Im broke now cuz i spent too much today.
We decided not to stay too long cuz it was getting kinda boring.
We left around 12 and went shopping in the city.
Ramzi wanted to go to hype...so we started walking..and got distracted by burke street mall :)
hehehehe
we got lost and just walked around pointlessly. then ramzi got us lost...good one
then i got us unlost :) well shem helped hahahahha

im sitting down with horns on my head muahahahha
random..

anyways going out in...20 mins
going bowling...
arghh im so broke! :(
dads not very happy....
crap...oh well
working this thursday...getting paid then hopefully...

2009-09-20T03:02:00.000-07:00

worked today 2-5...
ITS THE HOLIDAYS!!!
YESSSSS
i cant wait!!
i dont really have anything fully planned..
but i have ideas in my head :)
week 1:
monday - sending mum off to airport
tuesday - melb. show with ramzi and shem and shems friend...
wednesday - possible sleepover with sher and mins and jess?
thursday - recuperate from sleeover..hahahha.....and work
friday - city with benny...or am i? :P
saturday - work
sunday - work
week 2:
monday - timezone with ramzi
tuesday - appointments
wednesday - possible bake out?
thursday - possible shopping with Phoebe?
friday - hanging out with mins, chris, etc etc whoever wanna come etc...
sat - work
sunday - work...

wahh....when am i going to find time to do homework?!??!
uh oh...
oh well!!
gonna be FUN
chris lim better not pick his girlfriend over his sista!!

2009-09-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

im so drained today...
lets see though..
what happened...
epic last night..missed the break battle...(IM SORRY CHOONGY)
min and i did some stalking...hahahaha very subtle stalking...
then...came back
mins and chris was at my place
so talked..discussed...strategized...planned....
CHRIMY IS OFFICIAL!!
good on ya chris

then..saturday
had work...
did nothing..
parents didnt pick me up til 2hrs later..
grrrr
and
thts all i can be bothered saying right now..
the end

2009-09-15T04:23:00.000-07:00

Tue:
erm erm...can't remember much about school...
volleyball and beep test...ewww
i couldn't be bothered doing it properly..
so i dropped out at 7.1...
DAMN IT
im going to redo it

My wrist is swollen...
its really bad...
i bashed it against a metal pole on monday
hurts everytime i touch it

had a meeting with Bel and Jo...
went to Grill'd. Yummm
then Jo and I went to timezone..
where i proceeded to kick her butt at Daytona...
and then fail epicly at DDR
then fail once more at Mariokart....eeek
Soo...that's pretty much it...
the end

2009-09-13T23:54:00.000-07:00

monday:
kris and I tried to start up a laugh club during lunch :)
we just started laughing. For no reason...and then we couldn't stop...
It was hilarious...but only the 2 of us thought so...we looked very stupid.
They threw a fake snake at me...I knew it was fake but I still screamed...
I hate fake snakes...it was kinda scary???

Choongy piffed the 'extra' box at me...
IT WAS METAL
couldve killed me...:)
and he threw it REALLY fast!!!!
and then he said I failed catch...
he can't THROW

Watched really stupid video for careers...
about to go tennis-ing...
yay
the end

2009-09-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

meh...cbs blogging...or using full words..
meh
anwy....naomis party today...yay
met up with val and vess...havent seen them in ages
did old school games...
fotos on facebook.

youth alive was awesome
relient K!
hahahha
damn i missed out on be my escape...
DAMN IT
lecrae was good...
the bus ride was funny!!
they stole my bag...
and sek stole my seat...
and he was hitting on ___ :)
hahahah that was funny

chinese class...last week
finally
might be going to melbourne show with ramzi and shem
weee

2009-09-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

trouble in paradise for Marsh...

2009-09-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

i hate it when people try to force me to do what they want me to do
jansen's made me confused again.
now i dont know what to do

2009-09-06T05:01:00.000-07:00

Jesse:So I hopped on a train,

Three in the afternoon,

I don't know when I'm coming back,

But I hope that its soon,

See I never thought (never thought)

that I'd have to leave your side.

AJ:Its only physically,

But know that you will be on my mind,

Twenty four hours at a time,'

Cause in my eyes you were mine (you were mine).

Both:No matter where you go,

I won't be very far,

'Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are,

'Cause love has no distance baby,Love, love has no distance baby,

No, not when it comes to you and me.

AJ:See she wrote me a letter,

Said the weather wasn't better,

But she said that she was doing fine,

I wanna see you face to face,

That's what she wrote to me that day,

And I knew that it was all a sign.

Jesse:So I wrote back with this song,

Promise it won't be too long,

Wanna make up for all our lost time,

'Cause in my eyes you were mine (you were mine).

Both:No matter where you go,

I won't be very far,

'Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are,

'Cause love has no distance baby,

Love, love has no distance baby,

No, not when it comes to you and me.

Jesse:So I'm lookin through these boxes.

My life's gone off track.

'Cause its been three years.

She hasn't written back.

But in my eyes.

She's still mine.

AJ:And I know it sounds so stupid,

To be waiting this long,

But I'm still in love and I know I'm not wrong,

'Cause in my eyes,

She was mine.

Both:No matter where you go,

I won't be very far,

'Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are,

'Cause love has no distance baby,

Love, love has no distance baby,

No, not when it comes to you and me.

awww such a sweet song <3

I swear I fell in love with Dan Loke and Tim Tham when they sang this

*swoon*

2009-09-01T03:24:00.000-07:00

tues:
yay mock interview...
oh wad fun
hhaha it wasn't too bad....i got hired?

anyways that's the boring bit
went to knox with annie, shem and ramzi after
went to timezone and ddr-ed ramzi to the ground! muahaha
and then proceeded to get owned by annie..
then i kicked his butt in daytona and sucked at time crisis
ahahha
ramzi had so many timezone points he got us each a teddy
hahahha
think i'll name it ramzi? hahahha
so then...
saw choongy and was like
heyy and then we all went off skipping together happily ever after..
the end hahahha

2009-08-31T01:21:00.000-07:00

Mon:
ehhh
Monday...i hate mondays
the start of a long week full of pain and sufferings...triple math...what joy
nothing interesting today...as per usual...
i feel like im not hanging out with the blondies enough.
but i like hanging out with the asians :)...
especially since with all the problems with the blondies lately...

mock interviews tomorrow...
its exciting!!!
i get to dress uppppp
woooooo
hahahahhaha
i love any excuse to dress up :)
im such a girl hahahah

2009-08-28T00:48:00.000-07:00

Fri:
oh yay
finally the weekend.
Ive been waiting for today!
I have no LG cuz its DARE and Jos too lazy to organise one...
which is alrite since I have a crap load of homework to do anyways...
Nothing really interesting happened today...
Had the 'darling' teacher today for double health...
ARGHH she frustrates me LIKE MAD
She's always like 'OH im a REGISTERED nurse' OOOOO
and today, she asked me what I wanted to be?
And I was like, 'O I wanna be a doctor."
And she said, "Oh you needa have good marks for that. My son gets 100% all the time. They want to keep his essays blah blah blah"
I DONT CARE
I mean, yes she's nice...
but nobody cares about you being a nurse or how your whole family are lawyers and stuff...

anyways...got more homework...
the end

2009-08-26T04:23:00.000-07:00

Wed:
Parent Teacher Interview!! yay!!
That means...NO SCHOOL!!
wooooo
Went to the movies with mins, chris, benny, choongy, annie and allan...and then picked up shem and david reed along the way :)
hahhaha it was a huge group

so anyways...
we went to watch the ugly truth
hahhaha we had sooo much problems cuz im still 14...only a few months short though :)
the movie was good though :)
I SAW THE DRESS @ FOREVER NEW!!
But MINLI SAW IT TOOO!!
NOOOOOO
I saw it first!!!
grrr
but it's so expensive...$100...
but it's sooo pretty...
but where am i going to wear it to??
but its sooooooooo pretty!!
arghhhhh

saw kris, irene, serlein and ARON @ knox too...
he didnt look me in the eye AT ALL
what the?!!!
hahahahhaha
he doesnt seem that great...
oh well...
cant be stuffed blogging..
im so sick of it..
the end

2009-08-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

Tues:
omg..had my first aerobics cycle class...
SHES TRYING TO KILL US ALL!!
shes like 'PUSH...I CANT HEAR YOUUUUUUU'
and im like 'SHUT THE HELL UP!! IM TRYING TO PEDAL HERE!!!'
omg....shes a she-man i SWEAR...
my legs were sooo weak after....unbelievable...
then she made us do more crunches and situps...what did we ever do to deserve this?!?!?

There were krispy kreme selling during lunch...
i had 1 :)
but Jan wldnt give me any....but he gave Min some....unfair....

we have a day off tomorrow!! yay!!! finally
going to the movies....
the end

2009-08-24T03:59:00.000-07:00

Monday:
nothing interesting today...
triple maths...oo love mondays...
then...nothing really...
kinda struck me today that time passes really quickly...
i was watching some yr 7 girls and then i was like...'omg...we used to be them...like 3 yrs ago..'
when did we grow up??
i barely remember it....
time flies too quickly...

2009-08-23T03:15:00.000-07:00

Sunday:
40 hr famine ended at 12 today...
OMG I CAN FINALLY EAT
OREA SUSHI AND CHOCOLATES!! WOOOOO

Then 1ST DAY OF WORK!!!
I met Foong and Lisa...year 12 girls
they were nice enough...showed me the ropes around...
had a little trouble with the cash register....and remembering the prices...
embarassed myself a couple of time....
It was HUMILIATING
hahahahah
But I'm sure I'll get used to it...I hope...
Apparently, we can get free stuff there XD
WOOOOO
hahahhaa
I'm sooo tired though :)
Skipped leaders meeting...
the end

2009-08-20T03:36:00.000-07:00

Thurs:
It was Indo day at our school today.
I got to school around 8.40 and had to run to be at the church at 8.45
We (Indo class) were going to play 3 songs on the Angklong and then N and I were doing a brief testimony on our trip to Bali.
I was freaking nervous, and it didn't help that N was going, 'Should we rehearse it one more time?"
They said I looked pretty confident up there but seriously, its just a facade.
I don't act nervous outside, just on the inside.
It makes me feel worse if im nervous on the outside as well as on the inside.
Anyways, MY DAD AND MUM AND PASTOR VINCENT saw the whole thing!!
OMG
Its so embarassing and my dad commented I spoke like an Aussie now...
that kinda...sucks...

Just came back from my first time helping out at the Soup Kitchen that Mr K told me about
That was kinda fun.
My dad was supposed to just drop me off but he ended up staying and helping as well.
I met this 12yr old whose name is Rose.
She told me about her school and her friends and her teachers.
Then I met this 50-something year old whose name is Jeffrey and he told me about different nicknames...
his nickname is Pony...
hahhahahah
It was a pretty fun day after all.
XD
The end

2009-08-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

Sunday:
Hmm...had Chinese class today.
boring
CLM didn't come...
the guys stole my dinosaurs :(
and ME and I had a tic tac race :)
what a waste of tic tacs...

after that...went to Melb. U
its HUGE
I got sooo lost.
And confused
and tired...
Apparently they're bio med course is really good...I might do that if I can't get into undergrad med in Monash

Went for a sushi dinner.
Finally told mini min what the others knew.
She didn't bag me out...which was surprising.
I kinda expected her to...
had SASHIMI...TEMPURA...SUSHI...AND OYSTERS...AND ICE CREAM
yumm!!!
I LOVE JAP food
but i ate so much...i feel so sick now...
urghh

stayed up late to do science assignment.
and now im tired
but i dont wanna sleep....
school tomorrow..
ewww
the end

2009-08-14T20:56:00.001-07:00

Sat: aww we totally lost tennis today :(
we only won like...2 games out of 8.
i wont bother putting the scores up cuz...we're crap

S came to watch K play.
OMG I expected someone GOOD LOOKING
He looks kinda like J Hop...if you know who I mean...
omgomgomg
K!!! what happened to your taste??!??!!

Getting ready to go to C's party.
I havta dress up as a 1949 journalist...
urghh
i look gay.
Put up piccies later

2009-08-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

Thurs:
havent blogged in a while...I guess I'm getting kinda sick of it...
Anyways....had a methods test today...other than that...
nothing...
the end

2009-08-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

Sunday: Today was fun :D
Well anyway...started off with Chinky class..
boring as usual...
then after that...M, B and I went to the glen for lunch...i had sushi XD
while B was ordering his stuff...M and I took our food and hid :) i know...how mature of us
hahaha
anyway...we made him eat like TONS of wasabi. LOL he was crying!! hahahahha
anyway..we were going to buy CLM's present...but we decided to ditch the glen cuz it sucked...and go off to knox instead.
So while walking to the bus stop...we bumped into W. Turns out he missed his bus...hahaha
so we walked to the bus stop together. he dropped his $2 under the bus...poor guy wasn't having a great day...
Then got to knox...bought C a nice jumper and shirt. :)
I think I'm going to save up some money...I need at least $25 for havainas...$70 for leather jacket...and $20 for canvas shoes...soooo I need at least $115...great
ANYWAY...so B and I went to watch GI Joe...
but the movie didn't start till like...4
so we went to timezone instead...heheh played daytona (i lost) and time crisis (kicked his butt)
that was funnnn
then went to Maccas for ice cream...
we bought a soft serve cone and small coke...then we dunked the ice cream in XD
hahahah he missed...
LOL
that was sooo funny!! It looked sooo gross!!
hahhahaah
but then we went 2 watch the movie and it was actually really really good!
i think it was better than transformers...maybe Im biased cuz there's hot guys in GI Joes...in tight suits too :D

2009-08-06T04:53:00.000-07:00

today turned out to be AWESOME
I mean...it started out looking crap.
You know, triple sac...couldnt find my cheat sheet (panic!!)

Hahahah anyway...got to school...
did pretty much nothing..
got a detention from Mr JCH....for not doing up my top button!
How retarded is that??
So that was one bad thing...
C was very bitter today...
that was another bad thing...

had class chapel today..
and since mr H and mr K are just SOOO prepared...(sarcasm in case u couldn't tell)
we sang old sunday school songs XD
we sang like...'I AM A C-H-R-I-S-T-I-A-N' and 'Father Abraham' and 'My God Is So Big'
and TONS more
I actually had a lot of fun.
Then I actually had to do a message but I just shared about my Bali experience :)
Then lunch...did my detention
just scribbled HUGE words
then went to the library like...straight away to study
THEN had the triple SAC
it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
In fact, 2 questions were directly ripped out of the textbook XD
so ME and I just copied it right out!!!

So after, went to the glen...
AND I GOT A JOB!!
my mum knew the lady who owned a cafe...so she gave me a job!!
WOOOT
But I can't start till mid-August...
that's alright!
She's starting me off with $9/hr!!!
YAY

Then went to N's LG social!
That was fun!
I was in I and DW's scavenger group and we totally KICKED BUTT!
We won!! YAY!
By like...1 point...but we still won!!
wooooot!!!
so that's my story today
the end

2009-08-05T00:47:00.000-07:00

oh crap oh crap...
triple sac tmr..im SCARED!!!
I HATE PROBABLILTY!! I can't get it!!! It's sooo confusing!!
I'm so scared =( i think im gonna cry!!!!
please dont let me freak out and fail...please please please

2009-08-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

Had tennis comp today!
K and C arrived a tab bit drunk....
they had fun with vodka cruisers last night.
Normally, I would be all like, whatever...but on Friday, I was talking to this chick...
and she drank...sooo much. She loves alcohol...
and to think it only started with one drink.
So I made a promise to myself and God not to touch any alcoholic substances till I'm legal...
which is a loonnnggg way off.
Anyways, went to YUM CHA for lunch!!
Man I ate wayyy too much...
Then went to Westfield.
Westfield is now my new favourite shopping centre XD
ITS MASSIVE AND THERES SO MANY NICE STORES!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMG
And I got new boots!!!
WOOO
their SOOO pretty!
I'll have to take a picture of them soon :)

Then went to church...
was like 5 mins late
saw min...went in...listened to Paul Molyneux....
got out...got some 40hr famine donations...
came home..had dinner...the end

2009-07-31T06:40:00.000-07:00

Friday: i luv fridays...everyone just relaxes on friday.

i had a triple of hodge..but tht was alright since Hodge's lessons are always pretty bludge.

so pretty much did NOTHING.

And then after school, mum and I had to go to the police station to sign the insurance form thing...how gay

then went home...got ready...then went to N's LG

Saw C aka shoe girl and L. We used to be in the same LG until I became an intern.

I was talking to C and I was really really shocked. She was talking bout her 19 year old boyfriend, having a drink up (aka drink and throw up) and smoking.

Maybe Im just really sheltered but she's my age and she's throwing her life away.

And then apparently, L had suicidal thoughts...

Anyway, I might be going to their social on Thurs since my LG is on Fri.

Then went to the Leaders Retreat and that was really really good.

We were called for this purpose...to make a difference in the lives of these kids.

J and I brought C, D, L and B. I really do think of B as a future leader.

I can imagine her as a leader of some sort.

And guess who was sitting in front of me in the auditorium?? E!
Did not expect that.
So we went mini golfing, and I rode with M.
Got there, got a drink...and actually had a proper conversation with E...but that lasted only like...a few minutes.
Then I went to play mini golf with J, E, D and C.
We lost count like 5 mins in cuz E cldnt be stuffed recording...
so we just said I won. :)
I did pretty well though...I got pretty well at it after like...1 whole course :D
That was fun. I had a good time...
never thought i'd like mini golf...but I'd so do it again

2009-07-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

School is sooo boring lately.
Had athletics today
I like high jump...though I kinda suck at it
1.10 was my best...
triple jump too...
i liked it as well...but once again not my best.
nothing else to say...hmmm
im bored
the end

2009-07-25T01:12:00.000-07:00

C's party at Foodstar!!
WOO
It was fun!!
I ate sooo much!!
Had porridge (i thought it was mushroom soup), chips, wedges, spring rolls, salad, some sweet and sour thing...
there was soo much food!!!
Well...duh it was a 'all you can eat' but still....WHOAAA
AND THEN DESSERT!! There was cheesecake, mudcake, an ICE CREAM DISPENSER, coffee cake, some jelly thing (it looked sick) and then fruits.
Then there was the cake...it was HUGE
MASSIVE
i had to share with R. She got a new phone. It looks awesome :)
I want it *hint hint*
I ate wayyy to much. Im still full.

Then went to Knox with K, I and S. We spent about 20 mins trying to decide whether or not to play DDR. hahahah ended up not. Couldn't be stuffed.
Walked around aimlessly...i want another leather jacket. Just not a cross-over zip thing.
A proper zip-up one...with a hood...that's long and not cropped.
Did pretty much nothing for 1 and a half hour...bought a boost...skinny minnie melon hahhaha
the names funny...
skinny minnie...*look at min*

went to church...Dan was scaring me by climbing up and down a ladder...
got back...
and now my parents ditched me to go out to dinner at some buffet...
sheesh...they dont love me i swear!
I have an urge to bake...but i have no butter...damn it!