let the RAINBOW pave your way~.

Friday, April 24, 2009 Y 6:39 AM

Well it's late and I just had to blog.

I just came back from my 1st interning!!

I was so nervous when I was there.

I mean, it was a bunch of Year 7s. What if they don't like me??

Well, turns out, the Year 7s that are actually in my lifegroup are a bunch of crazies.

They are soooo massively hyper, I think I could actually just sit there and watch them.

It's like a reality TV show.

One thing that concerned me was the behaviour of a couple of girls.

I didn't really think much of it until J pointed it out.

There was a girl named A. She was really aggro. Always resorting to violence to solve her issues.

She also kept calling L a homo (their friends so it was kinda like teasing) but those sort of teasing can really hurt L's self-esteem.

I mean, she could be laughing and joking along but inside she could be pretty torn up.

Also there was a girl named P. She seemed to be really 'go-along-with-the-flow' kind you know?

And she also really wanted a lot of attention. Like everyone had to pay attention to her.

I don't know. Apparently, her parents are really strict. So maybe she feels like she doesn't get enough attention?

Finally, after getting home, I texted K to tell her my happy stories.

However, she replied with a rather disturbing text.

She said that she was 'so sorry' and that she 'felt like she was going to be sick' and that she was 'shaking all over'.

I'm freaked. What could she have possibly done?

I called her and she said that it's not something she can tell over the phone.

So I'm going over to her place in the morning to bake for her assignment and to talk.

She's been going through so much problems.

They just seem to come one after another.

It's almost as if the 1st thing triggered it.

And if I really want to trace it back, it can lead back to her job at S.

I told her to quit so many times, but she likes it there.

Honestly, I would've quit ages ago. It's just not worth it.

Sighzz, I still have to study for methods and science.

When am I going to get time to do them??

After the bake-out, I have to go to Knox to try and figure out my 2nd week of work experience.

And after that, I have to go to church.

Then on Sunday, I have to go to Chinese class (oh crap, not P.C) and then what's happening after that?

I think I'm going chestnut picking or something lame like that with my parent's LG...

How very sad.

What to do??