my minds all muddled up..
i think its a combination of stress...confusion...hurt...
its not really that serious...
but it's enough to get me all messed up...
i've not been doing anything right lately...
the things that once made me happy just don't quite cut it
i've been going for runs to procrastinate doing homework...
and I'm even blogging just to avoid homework.
I don't feel like it anymores...
I always wanted to get A+ and stuff but now...I just cant be stuffed..
which sucks cause I still want to get the grades...just don't want the effort behind it.

Hopefully things will go back to normal soon...
I've been getting so confused lately...
My feelings all wierd...
I'll clear it up after exams
too lazy to think through it all now.
i think I might go back to studying...
i hate astronomy...ahhh