i still get the feeling of emptiness and desperation
i don't know why.
it comes in waves
i realised today that i'm more of a 'alone' person. not to be mistaken as a loner.
i love being around people...but sometimes its so hard to deal with other people's feelings when I have my own to push down and ignore.
i just wish that people weren't so sensitive. this way i don't have to be specially careful around certain people.
i also wish that some people would learn to shut up. learn that sometimes their opinion is NOT FRIKIN WANTED and what WE want is for you to SHUT THE HELL UP
your voice is annoying. it ticks me off. shut it.