it's really getting to my head.
the pressure to do well...the need and desire to get that enter...
it's gotten to the point where I start to hyperventilate just thinking of a possible low mark.
i don't know when i turned so..competitive? overachieving?
i don't know what the right word would be
but it's almost as if i don't leave any room for error.
i sometimes wonder..am i reaching too far out from my reach?